Well peeps, still mortified. Really you wanna feel my shame right now. Sonia was pissing herself laughing she said I should buy him a present, just something little so he knows I’m sorry. Then Leanne Galloway suggested that I buy him a scarf. I actually did think that was a good idea to buy him it as a joke, but then I really wouldn’t have the courage to give it to him, but it would be so funny if I did, but I’m not sure if he is still sulking or if he is over it yet and would find it funny, so I think I will leave it.
Spoke to Caroline on the phone, and she said because he was sulking that’s why he was angry with me, but she doesn’t think he is angry with me no more and I should calm down and stop worrying, but I still think it is his own fault for taking a skank home. Then I was mentioning to Caroline that he lives with his grandma and he told me his parents live far, he did tell me where, but I can’t remember. And I was saying to her that it was a bit clumsy of him to speak about me in Spanish and not Valencian, and I was wondering why he didn’t speak Valencian, then Caroline brought up a suggestion- that he could be Romanian. Well I didn’t even think to check if he was or he wasn’t and now I’m pretty convinced that he is Romanian. It sounds like I’m being highly racist, but I would make a lot of enemies here if I was with a Romanian, would make enemies, with the Spanish but also the Romanians themselves, so I might have to try and find out. Also Caroline told me she wasn’t going to Las Tascas on Thursday as she needs to pack so I told her to forget that idea as after what I have done there is no way I can go to Las Tascas by myself. Normally I would go and meet people there by myself but I know everyone is going to be staring at me and talking about me. Still so unbelievably mortified with myself though. I can’t sleep because of the shame. But if he chooses to take any old skank home then he only has himself to blame.
Random word of the day: ir de ligue = to go out and pull
Total word count of the day: (surprisingly 418)
Spoke to Caroline on the phone, and she said because he was sulking that’s why he was angry with me, but she doesn’t think he is angry with me no more and I should calm down and stop worrying, but I still think it is his own fault for taking a skank home. Then I was mentioning to Caroline that he lives with his grandma and he told me his parents live far, he did tell me where, but I can’t remember. And I was saying to her that it was a bit clumsy of him to speak about me in Spanish and not Valencian, and I was wondering why he didn’t speak Valencian, then Caroline brought up a suggestion- that he could be Romanian. Well I didn’t even think to check if he was or he wasn’t and now I’m pretty convinced that he is Romanian. It sounds like I’m being highly racist, but I would make a lot of enemies here if I was with a Romanian, would make enemies, with the Spanish but also the Romanians themselves, so I might have to try and find out. Also Caroline told me she wasn’t going to Las Tascas on Thursday as she needs to pack so I told her to forget that idea as after what I have done there is no way I can go to Las Tascas by myself. Normally I would go and meet people there by myself but I know everyone is going to be staring at me and talking about me. Still so unbelievably mortified with myself though. I can’t sleep because of the shame. But if he chooses to take any old skank home then he only has himself to blame.
Random word of the day: ir de ligue = to go out and pull
Total word count of the day: (surprisingly 418)
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